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lately i’ve been poisoning myself
in succinct doses of carbon and tar.
it’s best against a backdrop of a deep immovable night
with your back to the orange lights and the glowing parking lots.
the inhales go down rough and hot like the drag of dragon scales;
the exhales gust out ashen and silent.
i can’t yet feel the seed of death in my lungs
but i can feel my life in my throat
in my mouth
in the air
blue-grey twists and branches
floating then dissolving.
in succinct doses of carbon and tar.
it’s best against a backdrop of a deep immovable night
with your back to the orange lights and the glowing parking lots.
the inhales go down rough and hot like the drag of dragon scales;
the exhales gust out ashen and silent.
i can’t yet feel the seed of death in my lungs
but i can feel my life in my throat
in my mouth
in the air
blue-grey twists and branches
floating then dissolving.
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an infinitesimal sibilance
a wisp of a whisper
remains in possessions
long after we're gone
perhaps forever
things we create
or build
or just treasure
faint echoes of others
faint echoes of us
still here
llp - dA - oct2013
DD - jun03/2015
Literature
Letters to all the people I have kissed
i. Rob
I expected a knight in shining armour but you were
just a boy, just a boy.
ii. Jonny
you flirted and you teased and you kissed me
at midnight on new year’s eve and set the tone
for that whole god-forsaken year.
iii. Thomas
I could taste lies on your tongue and doubt in your fingers;
you said you were a taurus but you were gemini all over.
iv. Liam
friends shouldn’t kiss in the kitchen and
friends shouldn’t drink gin together and
friends shouldn’t cry, drunk on misery, and
friends shouldn’t break another friend’s heart and
I’m still sorry.
v. Pete
I expected just a boy but you were
a knight
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Muse
i yell at the clouds between sunrise dreams
their whispy constellations forming unresolved patterns
that hide and wink with conspiracy
"the devil is in the details"
she said,
but her voice is more whisper than sound
and I wonder if she was ever really here
i climb into bed and close the sheets behind me
to lock away the day
hiding my fears behind the substance of sleep and repetition
"identity is not who you are"
she said,
"but what you do"
and her voice is more thought than whisper
and I wonder if she was ever more than me
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I've never smoked, but reading this certainly doesn't encourage me to do so.
Powerful read!
Powerful read!